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July 26, 2013 in Brain Dumps,Finding my way,House and Home,Living | Comments (4)

In a couple days the boys and I will be special guests of the Detroit Tigers when they open a short series against the Washington Nationals.  We’ve been invited on the field for the Tigers’ batting practice, we’ve been given tickets in the front row of the upper deck just behind home plate, and a parking pass and reservation at a local hotel so we don’t have to sleepily ride home afterward.  The Tigers are doing this for us because I am blessed with wonderful friends who contacted them when Dawn died and got them to do this for us.  I don’t want to sound like the Tigers were reluctant, because they were A-1 Aces about the whole thing.  I’ve been a Tiger fan, critic and apologist all my life, and they recognized that when my story was brought to their attention.  We’re very excited about it, but I know it will be bittersweet.

I’ve agreed to share my story with a website dedicated to the Tigers, so I’ll be sure to let you know when that gets published.


I’ll carry on now.  This post will be all over the place, probably.


I decided last weekend, after another bout with my racing mind, that I was going to get off the people train and go all hermit for a while.  This actually worked out pretty well, despite not removing myself from all social situations.  If nothing else, I think it gave me a sense of control in my life, and it let me prioritize that which was cluttering my brain.  There may have been one or two things that I recognized as the biggest reasons for my problems, and once I figured that out I tried to block it out.  I’m not saying these were bad things, but they were thoughts I couldn’t get comfortable with.  Again, I’m being purposely vague.  So I’m feeling better now.  I need to work more and spend more time cleaning my house and be less lazy, but my head feels like it’s under control now.


I’m having a patio installed in my backyard this week.  These guys are working hard, as this area is built almost entirely on clay, so digging down for prep work is a real pain in the ass.  This is why I hired someone to do it.  I like watching the progress, but I’ve learned that TV gives a false sense of the time it takes for something like this to be done.  They’ve been here four days now, and it seems like the guys on TV can do it all in like four hours.  I’m not complaining, but I’m excited about it being done.  I may pee myself when they start actually laying the brick, especially since I’m about 50% over budget.  I like the shit to look good, so when I thought about what I had quoted I started to think I wanted more.  So yesterday I asked for more.  And I approved the cost.  This thing is gonna be so awesome.


Lastly, and I’ll be purposely vague about this, too, but I’m doing rather well right now.  Some of you know why, and I’ll just leave it at that.  There are things that I won’t take from just anyone.  I’m happy right now.  I’m making new friends and enjoying my old friends.  I’m not going to elaborate.

It’s Friday.  Have a good weekend.

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  1. Comment by natalie — July 26, 2013 at 10:45 am  

    I am happy for you M. – I know these things are never a straight line/arrow. But I am happy for you, for right now. That’s pretty much all we got, yes? Have a great weekend

  2. Comment by Jenn — July 26, 2013 at 10:56 am  

    So you *did* write for general consumption 😉 Glad you are doing well. Sending positive vibes from Philly. No offense but I hope the Philllies break their losing streak against your Tigers tonight!

  3. Comment by JG — July 27, 2013 at 12:42 am  

    Regarding the Tigers game: pics or it didn’t happen. Have a great time!

  4. Comment by JettJuly 27, 2013 at 1:19 am  

    “…my head feels like it’s under control now.”
    I get this, not from your perspective exactly, but I recognized that sentence because it’s a sensation I’ve had a couple of times over the last couple of years.

    Peace, provision, and promise to you, Good Person.

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